一月怎么可以只有两篇posts呢？！

追加~

嗯，好象也没啥好写的。

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我的工作是谁分派的呀？一整理，serieal number 1628-29已结束，SN1636飞快奔向终点，刚好在SN1641-42开始之前给我换了一口气，去干那台丹麦tower crane好玩却费时的伶仃工作。真幸福呀～想一两个月前28-29和36都在full blast进行时，老板一问起tower crane的时候感觉都像是在掐我脖子呐～

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suli姐姐破天荒没OT，该不会去复诊了吧？于是我就提早被放回家咯～她被点名check我的hook block，也算倒霉。而竟然没有吐血身亡，也算侥幸XD
今天决定不要看书了，给头脑时间清醒一下。嗯，其实就是发呆吧~发呆是有益身心的哟~

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办公室里人事变动好大，会吓到新人吧。。。自己明明也是新人>_< 真希望自己再茁壮些，可以帮得上忙呀。有点书到用时方恨少的感觉了。只能尽力而为咯~ 别帮倒忙制造麻烦就该不错了吧 XD 加油！

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竟然会对起薪多少有好奇的期待呢^^ 因为想知道形势到底有多糟，呵呵~其实又怎会比那时候只剩下SKF还在赚钱的哥德堡糟呢？^^ 别身在福中不知福呀，人家海地还在赈灾呢。

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haiz，再怎么看都是一个workaholic的部落呀。。。

瞎忙活

真的爱上麦片了呢~
*吞*
这一杯是被轩弟弟抛弃的nesvita original 3 in 1，味道有点像麦粥。嗯，本来就是麦粥啊^___^
*嚼~嚼~*

平日经过就暗，一走开就在我背后再次亮起的那盏橙色路灯，它今天玩造反~
在我经过时亮了一阵又在我背后灭了。还是第一次呢~
这样也好报告吗？XP
可它就让我开心了几秒呀~ ^^

最近怎么回事呀？
书看不完，球没看，blog不写，照片也乱七八糟的随folder乱save。
给心开刀的书很难看下去吧？又舍不得放下。
球一不看曼联就败得不亦乐乎。。。怎么会和我看还是不看有关呢？="=
blogging和拍照的心情，是在瑞典养成的吧。如果说是当眼睛，那现在就没有意义了吧。可是却成为了自己的一部分了，割不了了呀。。。乱乱把东西变成自己一部分的后果吧。看你怎么忘记，哼！

真的是在忙吗？在瑞典那个我会看不起这样干什么都不利落的自己吧^^
我把周末的浪费怪在anO身上~weee~~
都是她，整天要我陪她去看戏，陪她去执行让大马迈向粮荒状态的神圣任务 >.< (有证据！！！)
陪了她过后又不好意思不陪阿弟们玩game，落得一个偏心的骂名 T.T

是，就是这样！
证据来了！

那工作日呢？
嗯。。。不知道:$我们来list一下~
一个星期，一天看书，一天乱写blog加乱丢照片，一两天打球，一两天OT，还真的又到周末了。。。难怪啥都做不好="= 还要扫扫抹抹咧。。。我要老婆 T.T 全部她做~
其实专心地扫地抹地也是一种修行啊~许友彬老师说的:P均仪说是meditation。许老师说，要先拔掉心田里的野草，鲜花才会长出来，蝴蝶才会飞过来^____^

*啊~饱*

最后，送上最喜欢的白色myvi上的evil calvin一只^^ 啊，该死的connection，有上不到照片了。。。

玮，我们过分。明明都在，偏要扮到好像继续被半个地球隔开将。又该被在瑞典那个我骂了 *苦笑*

麦片惹的祸

吃麦片吃到发热 ="=
june!麦片你也可以吃eh! *作发现新大陆状*

厄，其实麦片应该也是无辜的，对不起麦片，诬告你了。从昨天一早就开始发冷，昨天之前明明有五天没吃麦片了。好，发冷就该吃药~ 吞了一颗anti-histamine过后就开始晕~~~~~
~~~~~晕~~~~~~
~~~~晕啊~~~~~晕到放工。

竟然还想做到8点，嘿！很会妄想吧~
结果6点多一点就放弃了，晕着也能开车~开车回家。怎么不能？晕着还可以画load cell mounting bracket~就画了一整天。
回到家还得和一个周末积下来的灰尘周旋100回合，然后洗个澡，咚~7.30pm睡了。
10.00pm起身，感觉好多了，没晕了，只是肚子饿 ="= 吃麦片~拿起了大汤匙就直接往罐子里挖~一边吃，一边终于把《星星、月亮、太阳》看完了。

结尾很赞！是虎头虎尾的一本书呢。中间的故事性太强，感觉思想上的功夫就少了。spoiler来了，有意要看这本书又不想预先知道结局的，这一段可以不用看下去了，请下一段继续。结果主角坚白到底和星星、月亮还是太阳一起下雨天拉天窗呢？。。。。。。当~当~当~结果是，星星病死了；太阳毁容、腿残、心也残，无法再爱了；月亮则出家作修女了。死坚白，竟然比我还要花，活该 XD 可怜那三个女主人翁。。。

借此quote一句'
“。。。因为我们这一代青年，可以说是中西文化思想的混合物。在我们的思想中，有几千年积累的文化传统，也有新时代的科学文明，我们既接受了西方的学术思想，也保留了东方的传统思想，我们憧憬、追求西方的自由、自觉的观念，又不能扬弃中国固有道德的戒律。而在我们本位的传统文化中，我们又负担了各种学说的意识，也许我们向往佛道的旷达，但我们却生活在儒家严谨的规范中。。。”

我无间道上的朋友们，有共鸣吗？^^

今天一早也在继续发冷。anti-histamine握在手中看了看，却不敢吃了，再晕下去check我的load cell图的师兄会很可怜吧，要吐血的。一天来倒还真的挨到load cell画完，已经八点多了，再下去吐血的会是自己吧 ^^

回家时下雨了，很久没有把车停放在那个地方了。一路踏着我和伞叠起来=蘑菇一样的影子，想起以前的事，微笑了 :)

weekend at home...

... is something to be cherished.

anyway, this is how much alcohol dad's consumed since gramps left for australia (yes, again)...

this is how much stock he still got... have not include 3x 15yrs glenfiddich (obviously his favourite), i think there's another dimple and martell VSOP and co...

human models~ haih~~ sigh in satisfaction~~

冬至lu~

呼~终于静下来了，好hectic的几天。果然没办法连续超过72小时地拥抱人群呀。。。结果今天一放工就早早跑回家了，明明不该先回的 :P

见到你们真好 :)

再和backpacker接触真好 :)

LL嫁入豪门真好 （哇咔咔，以后破产有人救命~）

看到你们，就会记得最原本的自己呢 :)
而看到Silver仔用手抓食物，开开心心睡阳台的样子，会记得生活其实有多么的简单，会记得刚开始回到现实的时候那种“大家怎么都那么有礼教？”的感觉 ^^

是个虚幻的悠长周末啊~

大家冬至快乐！送上踢足球的毛泽东主席汤圆雪人一个！（复杂咧~）顺便贺圣诞了^^

broga hill take 2

nearly take 3 this morning, turned out that i FFK >_<
thousand appology! ppl in stream and lake, body not from self XP

anyway, lets see pics from the 2nd hike with my beloved siblings~

看那红色蜻蜓停在青青草杆~

when the sun and light is doing magic, there really is not much left to be done ^^


a lalang pretending to be a caterpillar ="=
精神分裂症的lalang ="=

all the way up~~~

my models posting ;P

you jump i jump~

karate kid~


we are the world~

looking back at the first peak. xuan having a rest before attacking the 2nd peak~


finally at the 3rd peak! memo shot ^^ everyone looks tired~

fabulous sunset at the peak :)

journey down hill~

australia has sign boards of kangaroos and koalas, sweden's got moose and reindeers, we have cows~


nite nite~

华丽的一族

连铁平这样优秀的人，都会有忘了自我的时候呢。
承受着巨大的压力和痛苦，就会这样吧。。。为了达成目的，而有点不择手段了。integrity呢？
favco 6 share values 里的第一条 ^^ integrity呢？我也常问自己。问的时候会难过呀。坐在篱笆上的人，integrity会脆弱吧。。。

最后那里，那么努力了还是没办法的话，让自己踏进铁平的靴子里，也唯有做出和他一样的选择吧。在充满了珍贵回忆的、宁静的、大自然的怀抱里，结束一切。
所以，真的没哭，反倒是成了教材，给我好好上了一课，是怪胎还是冷血啊？ ^^

愿有梦想的人都加把劲去追！真的要过得好好的呀！

i'll try.
thanks for the reminders :)

12月

1983年小巷12月晴朗
夜的第七章
打字机继续推向接近事实的那下一行
石楠烟斗的雾
飘向枯萎的树
沉默的对我哭诉。。。

hmm，唱十二月的歌似乎不多啊。这一首也不是 ^^

开钢铁厂的铁平有一个开银行的弟弟叫银平 XD
那个铁厂又把我带回瑞典了呢^^
毕竟在那里参观了欧洲最大的地下铁矿场，又被偷渡进去sandvik钢铁厂的R&D部门，呵呵
能做这些事，算是很称职的materials scientist吧 ^^ *才怪*

有在努力工作啊。努力学习，也努力让身子好好的。
是有为之身，才有机会有为吧 ^^
可是要像在瑞典的时候那样凡事拼到尽，
那也很难了吧。。。
左耳上那颗钛合金耳环，（说了是称职的materials scientist呀~）
说：
一切都结束了，
这两年的一切一切，
要好好记得，
永远记得。。。

心理上是准备结束了，只是有些事好像惯性作用太强了，
停不下来lu~

答应过自己的期限是26吧。backpackers "youth" 和 "adult" 的分水岭。
长大lu~

1983年小巷12月晴朗，
望这个12月也晴朗 :)

没力跟十一月说再见。。。T.T

scattered thoughts about... astro

the sun has just completed 2/3 of its journey, shifting from the equator towards tropic de cancer.

when the sun went to rest this evening, orion lies low on the eastern sky.
the moon, hanging high in mid sky, is half shadowed by the earth.

the dim street infront of my current resident, stretching in the east-west direction, provides a decent venue for star gazing ^^
Hej, orion. it's been a while!
seeing every single member star of it so clear, so unmistakable, conjures a smile onto my face :) it's just like seeing a familiar old friend, of familiar old ways, of familiar old voice, of familiar old smell, of familiar old laughter... 严重恋orion情节。。。

but if meeting orion brings such joy, such delight, please explain why dont i just go and see it every clear and cloudless night? in tropical malaysia, it's right there, hanging low and sweet all year long, no?
hmm, not to be understood XP

found a potential photographer's treasure island - favco factory

(mr. ang, if you are reading, please be so good to jump this coming line)
also found a very innovative way to curi tulang... XD
go down to the production factory for these treasures~

just a couple of snaps from this afternoon. checking Dom's powerpack and wondered how they actualy put a fastener thru the dampener. decided there must be a hole in the middle, decided to go to verify the existance of the imagined hole. hah! it is there! *pretend syok*
love the blueish rays creeping in from the test yard~

also accidentally found out that somehow the door hinges on our powerpack assembly drawings are not tally with the details, therefore affecting the opening radii by... well not much, just a tiny wee bit :P production is ofcoz following the details? the shot is affirmative.

needed a bit more time to better the shot of the hinge. but i suddenly realise that i was really indulging in my hobby during work by then ^^ so there u go, a hinge of nearly focused. adrian newey's loyal student, just cant help to strive for "artisticallity" within engineering >_< wakaka...

fingers got really itchy by then, thought i better go~

should go for a good long photo shooting visit someday. wait til i finish this rework H14T and F4T! mm, main dish on my desktop for the next fortnight.

finally, gotta say this no? well done and congrats on your UPSR little bro! ^_^
and my good little model ^_^

矛盾

矛盾的社会啊。。。
矛盾的你我啊。。。

矛和盾一直拉拉扯扯的，最后到底鹿死谁手呢？
拉扯之间，一不小心重心一偏，又失衡了。。。

若矛能让让盾，
或盾能让让矛，
成为“只有一面盾刺不穿”或“只有一柄矛没法挡”不就得了吗？
成！
本来让矛胜嘛，没什么大不了，
让盾胜嘛，也没什么大不了。
但偏偏就因为不知道矛胜了比较好，还是盾胜了比较好，
为了怕犯这一点错，
就只好继续矛盾下去。。。

对吗？

啊~

续《冰点》和《kite runner》之后的另一本好书啊T.T
classics果然是不一样T.T 让人感觉其它书看了都是在浪费时间。。。。（作者们抱歉了，给你们鞠躬Orz）
怎么小时候看完全没有这样的震撼和共鸣啊？
有人猜到吗？上个post的第一本书^^

慢慢看，慢慢看~希望会继续感动 :)

a lot of unorganized thoughts wei

engrossing in the routineness of life ^^
kick me~
really, sometimes it's nice to have the settling feeling. if you know wot i mean. otherwise, try sleeping on 15 different beds in a month. then you might know wot i mean ^^

farewelling a few from favco, all the best yo.

looking forward to the return of a few jedis ^^ the one finally homecoming from the land of long white clouds; the one who's already planning to cause food shortage in malaysia; and the one and only who's sooo high profile her return is making me plan to take leave already XD
ak, it's that time of the year already. news from up above says temperature in sweden's been dipping. eddie's going to shenyang somemore XD cold die~

mm, time for housekeeping.

to end this post, allow me to quote two lines from the two books i picked up this wk.
one is:
"当你凝视夜空中几颗疏稀的寒星时，你会感到一种孤独凄清的气氛吧？于是，你觉得月亮的温和可亲了；可是，在你寂寞的心灵中，也许又会神往太阳光辉的照临"
guess which famous book is it? ^^

another one is actually from the 2nd book's author's biography:
"。。。于吉隆坡马路沟渠，日本温泉，西藏雪域，台湾田野等地方间奔波。终究只觉得自己和世界一样，渐渐失去重心。该干脆与世无争，却流连风花雪月，也醉心贪嗔痴狂。所以独爱文字，因为他们助人把脚站稳。"
该干脆与世无争，却流连风花雪月，也醉心贪嗔痴狂。。。
haiz~ *苦笑* ^^

lalala~

more cold apples :)

ish, today even worse, faulty load sensing line, data fedback not processed XD
only the last ball was alright i suppose...? ^^

still, endorphin makes everything won~der~ful~~ won~der~ful~~ weee~~~~
which gland produce endorphin de ah? i shall get mine checked.

and yup, you are right, futsal again ^^

sweet november

by keanu reeves. used to be LL's favourite movie? ^^

hm.... why do all the months have exactly opposite moods when you live them in Malaysia vs. in Sweden? november used to trigger titles like "november rain"...

for the past two years, september had been wonderful. it's the mushroom month, where smurf houses of all designs and colours mushroom out in the wild. it's the month when the woods are at their prime, so brilliantly colourful under the setting sun. when temperature hangs at the comfortable late-teens, and people beautiful from the active summer ^^

while september this year is concluded by one sentence from zyan: "wake me up when september is over". simply dreadful XD

our 7-week-semester system in chalmers means october comes along with the pressure of project due dates and exams. definitely a grumpy month. as the emotion of being away from home catches up after the hype of september.

october this yr... ehe... go read my futsal post XD
nah, at least things are more settled. i'm happy enough :)

the nordic/english november is well-known for its magic to bring depression to a climax. sweden will be loosing daylight every single passed day, desperate rain drizzling non-stop, draining and freezing my lifeliness along. so? replanish with alcohol la~~ XD

four days into this month and it seems healthy enough ^^ hope the trend continues ^^

话说。。。it's thursday again

and thursday has very recently become futsal day ^^

oh~ ppl on the pitch are not that scary any more~ (though still a bit bit scary)
and i still play crap ofcoz~ having demonstrated it personally, now i understand how they miss a header a yard infront of an open goal~ XD

cramp.... again.

cold apple tastes good~
especially good after futsal~
everything is wonderful after futsal~~~
yang will tell you it's highly excessive endorphin working~~~~~
who needs marijuana~~~~~
weeeee~~~~~~

ak, there are a couple of pics from daily life. life is beautiful indeed ^^ shall take more pics! (that's endorphin loaded me again...)

weeds ^_^
在家后面小径旁的一个屋顶。妈妈发现的。
不是被唾弃的东西吗？
换个角度就看到了它的美 :)

golden bumblebee~
在踏着被路灯拉长的影子而归的时候 ^^ (macam ini pun boleh jadi running gag ah?)
hor, go buy 4D

satiation

mom's gonna kill me but FUTSAL ROCKS!

how wonderful it is when you dun have to ask others to fly on the pitch on your behalf...
^_^

it was a fine afternoon and the tedious BOM transfer process was suffocating me and i thought i might as well go run myself sampai putus nafas (against mom's wishes in my best interest, i should add). so i went.

warming up in the net-enclosed pitch has already gave me the redbull effect.
erm... in case anyone needs a reminder, redbull give you wings.

play starts.
fly~~~

the feeling everytime i got the ball was like... eh? how come there's a homo sapiens closing in on me?
help!!! XD
so you can imagine i am really crappy XD the last time i actually played a game was with the eight-country-link-army made up of iraqi, afghans, palestinians, egyptians and our neighbouring indonesians (yeah i know, even with me, a malaysian in, there are still only 6 countries). and that was in May last yr...
and then it was me and my ball and the ever companionable walls of motionhall since.
told u i'm a hermit. (read the last post if you are missing something)
for christ's sake.

and somehow, it was the very first time i see a dear friend play. teo is indeed good :)
i myself played until my legs gave up and gone cramp. even driving home switching feet on the throttle and brake was fun ^^
no dad, pls dont yell...

girls, pls dont yell oso... come back we go basketball ^^

people

once upon a time, woei said: "people are very important, very important"

so important that she had to repeat how important it is.
well, as important as i agree they are, they tend to give headaches.

in malaysia, it is quite impossible to get into hermit state... especially when one starts working again. especially especially when one rejoins her ex-company...
where the reason again lies within people.
kinda miss sweden for this matter.

as dad would like me to put it, in the evening, when i leave office and 踏着自己被街灯拉长的影子而归 (only sometimes, right? other times are pulled by the setting sun), i go back to a place they call... hostel.
i call it sanctuary myself.
housemate 家荣 is a nice and quiet guy. leave early every morning and back late in the night. the only time he would knock on my door is when he comes and ask if i would join him for dinner.
a non-intrusive housemate is an essential part of a sanctuary ^_^

in sweden, among the immigrants like myself, we have this sentence that popped up quite a few times already in my short stay there. it reads:
"sorry for not respecting your privacy the swedish way..."

it is used when some iranian got ur phone number from someone else;
when some spaniard is enquiring something very general about your family;
when some chinese has just found out that you have not signed up for a group project and offers you to join their group.
which are all perfectly normal in our beloved malaysian society, and societies outside sweden (and other scandinavian countries for that matter), i suppose?

which i'm somehow not used to. after living it for more than 20 yrs.

collectivistic culture...
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i've been on total freedom for a little bit too long XP

working on it...
working on it...