Sunday, December 30, 2007

stir fry mixed vege

Brain shut down wasn't successful coz everything is just too good to be missed ^^ Thought I better update this blog before the number of pictures goes beyond manage... still waiting for some pics from others but they can wait.
Just realised that the content might also go beyond manage... Hang on for another long post! I'll try to summarize, ignore the texts in blue if you want a shorter account of things :) As usual, click on pictures to enlarge, and follow the link on the right for more pictures on my flickr account.

After work after exams after the first semester! (21/12)

There goes a quarter of my master! Just having some fun, some decent food and some alcohol to slow the mind down. I didn’t have to pay the bill~ hurray~~~ And a friend decided to become my official photographer... My first merchandize is a postcard… *sweats*
my xmas postcard

I kinda do wotever that pops up in my mind nowadays, as long as they don’t interfere with my sleep and my study. But as usual, the only constraint is ofcoz money. Else I’ll be trying to climb over the wall of Berlin instead of telling you about wot I’ve been doing infront of my computer already ^^

Xmas shopping for gifts to popo upstairs and her daughter (22/12)

The aim was actually to take pictures of Gothenburg before xmas ends ^^ Coz I’ve already decided to give Karin the pot I made in the ceramics course with some chocolates filled inside. And naturally a box of chocolate for her daughter who loves chocolate, haha… and I sort of expecting at least a box of chocolate from them too ^^

The problem is, every time when I go out alone and when some of the scenes touch me, I wish to tell you how beautiful they are… and wish that there is someone here to share it with me… aw… how many times do I need to repeat this… well, all de same, look at the pictures that my photo taking skills dun do justice to :P hehe…
infront of the court
Brunnsparken, or the well park

Gothenburg was in a great atmosphere. Families going out together. Children buzzing with hype. Santa himself in the middle of the xmas shopping village in Nordstan. There was a smile on every face. People were in good spirit. I was in good spirit. Especially infront of the window display of NK shopping mall. Where children’s faces shone with enthusiasm, pressed against the huge drop down glasses with the cheerfully coloured moving displays on the other side. When will I own my own toy shop? ^^
excited children

Liseberg (23/12)

A wonderful day out with Aik Yean and co. First time in MC2, the building that consumes 50% of Chalmers’ funding. And then some tang1 yuan2, some free coffee + cuppacino + hot chocolate wotever composition you like… and finally Liseberg de xmas theme park - the most visited tourist destination in Sweden by a big margin. And we became part of the statistic ^^

It was de day after mid-winter. So I asked Aik Yean to be so kind to help me consume the tang1 yuan2 I’ve got in my pot. And got invited to Liseberg in return ^^ at the end, we decided to eat the tang1 yuan2 in Chalmers’ famous MC2 building and do some little “experiments” with the coffee machine inside. As you might have guessed, Albert Einstein suggested that E=MC2, and so the building named after this famous equation is all about this field of physics, which is wot Aik Yean specializes in. We shared the tang1 yuan2 with another Chinese guy and a drop dead funny Columbian, both who I met for the first time.

Then, the four of us went to Liseberg. Once when asked if he’s been to Liseberg, Anders said “er… (5seconds pause)… yeah… I mean… it’s a romantic thing but… yeah, I’ve been there” haha… The best part of Liseberg is the lights. They are simply breath taking… Part of them resemble a huge xmas tree and can be seen from the place I live :) It’s definitely a place for children, with the Christmas theme and the amusement park not very unlike genting in the fog.

It was raining fine needle like rain all day. Wondering why is it still raining in latitude this high up in a season like this… where has de snow gone?? Anyway, we thought our toes were frozen. The rest of the body felt ok coz there were bbq pits everywhere for ppl to bbq themselves ^^ see picture…
human BBQ

It was the first time I spend money for entertainment in Sweden ^^ 70kr (RM35) and it’s well worth it. Let the pictures take you through the rest of the story…
liseberg waterway
lights~~
giant xmas tree of lights

p/s: I wanted to pour away de water I used to boil the tang1 yuan2. But a last second change of mind and some additional treatments turn the murky soup into a very nice black sesame soup! ^^
black sesame soup

Xmas, eve actually. (24/12)

All Swedish. Good food, nice presents and pleasant company!

Had a bloody good Swedish style yule dinner with Karin popo and her daughter Kristina popo. Like most if not all other western dinners, it started with an entrée. With 4 kinds of salads including the famous Swedish herring fish salad, 3 kinds of breads, 3 kinds of cheese, ham and herring by itself. I’ve heard bad rumors about herring. Like how one should open the herring can outdoor and in water so that it wont make your house smell bad for the rest of the day and you can wash it straight on the spot. But I actually enjoyed it :)

Then, it’s time for the main meal. Swedish meat balls, omelet, more ham, some greens, spinach and wotever you like from the entrée leftover. The meal was complimented with beers and a Swedish xmas drink that tasted like cola. The last time I had such an enjoyable feast was probably 4 months and a bit ago, in Bricksfield, with my family :)

After the meal, we had a break and went upstairs to Karin’s room to listen to Luciano Pavarotti and co. They were singing carols from all languages. Feliz Navidad, I learned. Merry Xmas in Spanish, lol. Ice-creams along with the singings. Ah, marvelous ^^

At 9pm, the program ended and we went down to the living room for coffee. Coffee was served with a type of Swedish traditional saffron bread, home made in Karin’s own oven, and a German/Austrian cake I never tasted before.

We exchanged presents and more stories from an 85 who still thinks as clearly as Thomas Elva Edison when he invented light bulbs. Her encounter with ppl from other places all over Europe. Stories that include how she met a guy in a shop in Croatia who was so good to help her translate and become friends ever since. It reminds me of those I travelled with :) Then I was writing in her 60 years old guestbook for the third time. She always says that she’s so proud to have Chinese written in the book ^^ So I thought she might be overwhelmed to have Malay for a change, but still wrote in English for this time. And she looked a bit disappointed, I swear to write in Malay next time, ha~
xmas present for Karin

And then Karin made me show her photos from Malaysia, which I gladly did. She took interest in everything. From my family, my home, to my friends, my job, my study in Australia, places, animals, plants, buildings and even my trip to Indochina. Going thru all these and telling her the stories behind each photo bring time backwards. Wish you all well.

Xmas, the day itself (25/12)

Xmas day itself was spent in my cozy bed. Except for a couple of hours outdoor to get train tickets for Kiruna. For once after arriving Sweden, I was really relaxing, enjoying the leisure of a lazy day, listening to musics and re-watching the only series in my computer – Nodame Cantabile. Even feel reluctant to get off the bed for peasant food again, after the extensive dinner the night before ^^

I finally finished Arsene Lupin the French detective story the day after exam. All I can say is a nice twist at the end :) So, when I’ve had enough of TV for de day, I started to hunt for another book to dispose my excessive free time. And the search result requires me to beg your pardon for writing in Chinese in the rest of this entry. It will be about San Mao (three hairs) the famous Chinese author, and will serve very little purpose if written in English ^^

奇怪,认识三毛那么多年,对她的身平也多少知道一些,却到今天才第一次看她的书。看的就是“撒哈拉的故事”。发现记忆中埋着妈妈在我7-8岁的时候讲过的一个故事,就是其中一篇“沙漠中的饭店”。那时候觉得这个做妻子的怎么那么坏,说米粉是凝结的“雨”,说肉干是咳嗽药不让丈夫吃,还把黄瓜当竹笋炒。。。记得那时候提出来了,不明白为什么妈妈竟然还维护三毛。。。现在明白了~原来这个叫淘气^^

曾经有一个朋友说我和三毛是一个模子出来的,还被莫名其妙的骂了一顿。难怪,看得我要哭。。。在读下去之前,先接受我的道歉好吗?。。。

孤身在异乡的生活,没想到连三毛也受不了。一开始是不着边际地吐苦水,但写到“芳邻”,“死果”,“白手起家”,就赤裸裸地不再报喜不报忧了。在那种地方做家庭主妇。。。拜托,至少也该找一份工作吧。。。不过,如果不是那样的无聊生活,“白手起家”也不会那么精彩了:) 如她那么会欣赏生活艺术,那么会苦中作乐的人,应该是越无聊越能激发潜能,发光发热吧 ^^

来,十岁的小朋友也能看。不过可能会和当年的我一样,觉得三毛坏 ^^

妈妈的一封信(代序)
下面的按“下一篇”就行了。

Boxing Day (26/12)

Funny, the Boxing Day sales, the same culture in Australia, NZ, and now in Sweden. So I presume it’s a common practice in all Christian countries? Shops are slashing off prizes. I need a pair of waterproof gloves for Kiruna, and the one travelling with me needs a hell lot more stuffs. So there we were in Nordstan looking for our booties.

All went well, I got my ski gloves that originally costs 500kr with mere 99kr. Still terribly regret that I didn’t bring my old ones to Sweden. They are selling clothes at one fifth their original prices too. Some thus become cheaper than those in Malaysia ^^ And funny, there aint a lot of ppl... that was before lunch time. Ppl started to flood in around lunch time. And we escaped. To Mölndal.

Yes, Mölndal, the town outside Gothenburg where we had our ceramics classes. We thought it was a shame that we din really get to know the town during the term :) We had a short climb up to the local church, which is quite ancient and beautiful and provides an overview of the whole town, sweet~ The trip wasn't long, but Mölndal is so close to Gothenburg I can go there again whenever I like :) Ay ay, even from this short trip I can tell that this travelmate of mine is not accustomed to backpacking ^^ Kiruna will pose a much sterner test, need a big heart my friend, take in everything!

And ofcoz the football matches! I honour the opportunity to witness Gareth Barry’s equalizer from the spot kick at Stamford Bridge^^ 4-4 can you believe it! Then it was Derby vs. Liverpool on the same channel. I couldn’t find a channel that broadcasted MU’s game and elnino made me stick to de Liverpool game, as it’s then the best of the rest. He's pretty, he's quick, he's a goal machine and he's on about a kajillion pounds a week. What more reason do you need to hate Fernando Torres?! (I copied that right out of soccernet.) And he again proves that I’ve got good taste ^^ Another wonderful individual goal, this bloke is on fire! And so is Ronnie! Wakaka… 0-4~~~~~~~~~ top scorer top scorer~~~~~ and we ended the day on top of the table! Thank you Arsenal~ wot an xmas present~~~
torres celebrating

wind flower snow moon (27-29/12)

direct chinese translation of the title might make some sense... it's all about nice chats with friends, musics, picture taking, museums and soul healing after one semester of damage :P

Went to röhskka museet to bid my two favourite pieces farewell, since it would be my last visit and the entrance pass is going to expire as soon as the year ends. I'm clear that cameras are not allowed but I just couldn't resist ^^ This one of ceramic is in a quiet side hall on first floor; the other one of silver, is the centre piece in the centre hall in 2nd floor and there was a guard who watched me watched that thing for 10 minutes ^^
lizard pot

Avenyn, the most happening street in Gothenburg.
buzzing avenyn
the bridge at kungsportplatsen

Advent is an event where ppl light up the first candle on the sunday 4 weeks before xmas. Then they light one additional candle every following Sunday, and will have 4 burning on xmas day itself. Ever since the first Advent, there are candles and stars like those below on literally every household. and another thing that started to appear was the straw reindeers.
advent
advent stars
straw reindeer

Well well, that brings us to the end of today~ One more thing to add, the big plan going on, which is ofcoz the trip to the Arctic Circle on new year's day :) Yes, Kiruna is in the Arctic Circle! anticipating ^^ Shall start the preparation tomorrow. Keep reminding myself that it's not just another one of places I've visited... I dun even know wot to do with a frost bite yet :P

Good luck to me, and happy new year to you! ^^

Thursday, December 20, 2007

brain shut down notice

ah~ happens to be my century post on this blog~
hip hip~ hurray~~~~

end of exams~
time to 看星星~ (look at the stars that is, if you dont read chinese or using a german laptop or wotever...)
~~~yatta~~~

so~ friday means "after work"~ since the nice ppl in IVF (unexpectedly) decide to return our 200kr deposit for the ceramics text book loan, we can convert the money into alcohol~~~ will make sure i stay on my feet tonight...

going to mimic de days in melbourne~ end of exams means some alcohol and then brain shut down... apia sometimes wondered why i suddenly become so stupid...

well, shall i not write again before next year, some end notes~ thanks for absorbing everything i throw at you... sorry if i din share something that i should... for now,
god jul och gott nytt år
merry xmas and happy new year!

but before it really ends...

chonghwarian corner
MY GOD! saw bedi's msn display and ching soong's facebook display... WA LAO EEEH~ it's like going back to sweet 17 again. care free students never grow up, haha... they are pulling the freakish me out of its shell. wot colour shall i dye my hair? bright pink or fluorescent green? anyway, 4 months plus without a haircut and i really need one now... you agree?
eyes oso disappear

hehe... ok, enough of craziness, 30 seconds of seriousness to follow... the news flying all around are not setting a very happy mood... sigh... infections ke? but hey, we are made out of much tougher materials than we thought! blesses and lots of luck!

d'oh... something's wrong with de date and time system.... today suppose to be 21st...

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

nxt time dun bday during my exam....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to my sink fish down swallow, close moon shy flower, ice snow pandai, pondok pondok jade stand, out water seremban, collapse country collapse city, miss space little sister~

pls note: the statement above is only valid for 24hrs...

found this on youtube ooo~
"Kimi and Ano"
posted by "busuk jie ^^"
click on the picture to enlarge,
just in case u wonder... dun bother to follow de URL... it wont work, wakaka...

kino hold hands...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

woohoo~ last day of lecture in 2007

but before that...

WELCOME HEIKKI!

welcome heikki~~

YES! AFTER MIKA AND KIMI, HEIKKI'S BECOME THE NEWEST FLYING FINN TO JOIN OUR FAMILY IN MCLAREN!!!
and goodbye lolonso, back to flavio's cuddle, where you belong~
high~~~sweet dreams tonight~~~

ok~ as de title suggests, today marks the last teaching day of the year~ (yesterday was the swede traditional Lucia Day but i missed the event :P)
only exams to come and VACATION~~~
Lapland~ dog-sledge~ kimi's favourite reindeer stew~ aurora borealis~ the samis~ (is hyypia a sami? why is he called sami?) north! north! north!

will miss hongtao, camille and marco (my fav trio ^^) as they are going back to singapore, france and italy after the exams... i like the exchange students coz they are usually the energetic ones ^^ one will enjoy a place more if one knows that the stay will not be long?

Monday, December 10, 2007

Quarter Life Crisis

QLC is a common topic among my best friends from chonghwa... and it's great to share thoughts like these among good friends. you know you are not the only one out there... but also i'm a lucky one who seems to have recovered, having de worst patch of de crisis during my yrs in australia...

miss invisible, if you are still reading this blog, you gave me quite a little shock when you asked if i'm disappointed with human being. did i give such an impression? ^^ but after pondering about it for a while, i conclude that i probably did. good thing is that now i'm totally in love with human beings again ^^ realising that humans are not saints, we have flaws and we are all unique and different.

so, my twenty-something friends, enjoy the article below :)
chonghwarians, you can revisit if you've read it before ^^


BEING TWENTY - SOMETHING

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that
you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could dosuch damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Send this to your twenty-something friends...maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion........

Sunday, December 09, 2007

probably the last outing before exams

göteborg is one romantic city...
autumn or winter,
sun or rain or even snow ^^

work hard, play hard and live life!
(got bored listening to this already? ^^)

i leave you with pictures from the christmas parade where we light up the christmas town of göteborg!

torch bearer
at götaplatsen
at the parade
xmas tree of light

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

favco cup 07

GOAL!

yeeee...
so nice to work in a company with ~500 employees
happy happy can organize tournament, wakaka...

i oso want~~

but this time cant even watch them play T.T
cant watch cant watch cant watch...... T.T
sweden is going to pay for this...

go guys!

Monday, December 03, 2007

simply magical

the magical ride started at 11pm Brisbane time 30/11/07 when a silvery, dreamy, mystical voice sounds thru my k510i... do you know that it's the first international call i received since arriving sweden? ^^

and a really bull one made me accept a mocha chocolate (large size) cake's PICTURE at 12am msian time 1/12/07... hey, here was not even december yet! but this is not really a complain ^^ sweet as!

then a flood of "happy birthday"s... you guys are champs!!!
while some decide to come in at 3am, 6am... =.=||| there are those who actually remember there's a thing called time difference ^^

it means a lot, every single wish and blessing...
they turn weird dreams into sweet ones, (3am...^^)
and a typical cold and damp göteborg rainy day into a charming one!

have the temperature drop another 20 degrees, i would've felt nothing... this bon fire would keep me warm thru to the spring ^^

but the magic had not ended just yet. i was still soaking in the pool of gratification when the finishing touch came...

karin popo came and knocked on my door around 7.30pm. "would you come and have a little chat and some coffee with me tonight?" i was studying but the answer would always be "yeah, ofcoz, i would love to."

so, she was leading me up to the house and was heading to the table in the living room. when she turned, there was a present wrapped in pink ribbon in her hands. "happy birthday! you are 24 today!"

wot? how?? i mean how??? it's impossible!!!
how did she know???
i was literally speechless while we hugged...

how does one suppose to feel when an 85-year-old remembers your birthday? when you never even mentioned anything about it before... and throws you a small feast that consists of self made cakes... and still worry if swedish cakes dont entertain your appetite...

time flies everytime i'm up there. how 2 ppl 61 years different in age, 10000km different in origin, can talk so much in a language that is not the mother tongue of either? we even had fun setting up the xmas lightings ^^ it was 11pm before we realized, saying good night in another tight hug.

show off! show off!

my guardian angels were working overtime...
i would never forget this day...
thanks for making it special.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

lepak went inwards

after being confined indoor for... 4 weeks? and after the excursion to de lake, i came to the conclusion that unless the temperature plunge another 10 deg, else i should really go out more ^^

though, indoor is not as boring as it sounds.

indoor can mean (free) unlimited pass til the end of the year, to an awesome design and handcraft museum that stimulates adrenaline (maybe not to everyone ^^);

indoor can mean nordstan, the largest shopping mall in scandinavia, clad in red and green of christmas, glowing in candles, glittering in bells;

indoor can mean "after work", a great modern swedish culture that pubs provide FREE FOOD for drinks purchased at 5-7pm every Friday;

indoor can mean a nice and cheap lunch (but mamak is still de best) with patrick, wang xiao, sarah and/or thomas, my fellow project mates :)

no eye see
heart of language
two pictures from Röhsska Museum, i was not suppose to take pictures but already took too many before the man came and told me i shouldnt... :P they have such a huge collection of ceramic crafts they made me down right excited! since you know, i'm being converted into a potter, doing ceramics this term ^^

staying indoor has also encouraged me to read... finished another two books, chinese this time, 《盗墓笔记》, rings any bell? probably will start the third of the trilogy after exams.

and ofcoz study... the textbook by mike ashby (the guy who developed CES) is just like a novel ^^ i've never laughed so many times reading a textbook...

and finally indoor football... i found a place where i can play! ^^

Sunday, November 25, 2007

frozen... in ice village

mom, you are inspirational~
ever since you mentioned something called "frozen lake" this morning, i couldnt shake it off my head...
the idea grows like a seed into a fine tree and fences off the chilly wind that is constantly trying to say "dont go out!" (and sometimes chilly wind can be in the form of human voices ^^)

curiousity kills the cat
but i'm not a cat... so here are your pictures ^^
natural colours, no edit done! all the same, click on them to enlarge.
frozen lake
geez! i've never seen such a big piece of ice in my whole life! everything was so still that i thought i was in a picture... the frozen lake still reflects light like it is wavy but the waves are not moving... tranquility beyond description... my soul was in heaven ^^

wanted to just lie down and look at the lake and forget about time... but then if i do that my soul will probably really go to heaven... :P

here comes a frozen bench... i wouldn't want to sit on it...
frozen bench

frozen and broken pool of mud...
frozen and broken

frozen piece of leaf...
frozen leaf

and frozen me ^^
frozen me
not really... only my hands were quite frozen... because they were exposed for picture shooting :) it's not all that cold once you get used to it :)

visit my flickr account for more frozen stuffs...
i also included a picture of the cheapest meal around (coz mom asked wot's on today's menu...) with this you can probably live on RM3 a day :P

oh yeah, forgot to mention that flickr is restricting number of photos that can be stored, i'll be constantly deleting some uploaded ones.

forgot to mention another thing... it was around 3pm when the photos above were taken. temperature was -6 degrees.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Kuning

Tuan-tuan and puan-puan, saudara and saudari sekalian:
i cakap nak tulis dgn BM ma...
jadi tulis dgn BM lo...
tapi BM i lebih teruk drpd BM pasar dan pasar malam tambahkan sekali...
kalau tak faham ketawa aje la...

still tak tau kenapa bukan "sehelai" pintu... azura cakap pintu tak blh guna helai... kan shape pintu sama dgn kertas... blh diflipkan juga... kenapa tak blh helai? ...

tak pe... sebab post ni nak tanya sikit-sikit tentang Revolusi Kuning
bukan nak tau ape berlaku, tapi nak tau ape yg average msian tau tentang Revolusi Kuning ni...
sebab i baca khabar atas chinese.cari.com.my,
khabar yg dipamerkan sana adalah reciprocal apa yg dipamerkan oleh bloggers msia... baca dari link-link yg dibagi oleh june. juga baca satu article ditulis oleh seorang australian...
badawi cakap trafik jam ialah sebab lain... bukan sebab Revolusi... dia tipu budak ah???

sekianlah pos saya dlm BM ni... nikmatilah gambar-gambar fellow country men/women kita yg cantik...

links:

http://quaintly.net/2007/11/12/we-know-what-we-want/ A beautiful account of what happened by one of june's favourite bloggers - an 18 year old girl who went there. Read the heartwarming scenarios from here.

http://joshua3.com/blog/index.php/diary/2007/11/11/it-was-all-yellow/ Some lyrics and pictures.


Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow


I came along; I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow


So then I took my time
Oh what a thing to’ve done
And it was all yellow


Arm-to-arm to form a human shield to protect the people.

It was great to see so many different races coming together to show their support. It was great to see so many ordinary people from all walks of life joining in this rally - a mom who came alone since her friends chicken out, students, a man who walked with a stick, engineers, techies, teachers, and even a pastor.

pictures and words by Josh Incorrigible!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

三个月了~长长的一篇给 你们

刚刚整理了一个叫my fav的 playlist
列完后才发现里面的歌95%都是从澳洲回来这一年半来学的
记得刚回来第一次去唱K的时候差不多每一首歌都不会唱啊 >.<
只好旁观
还被anO, ferfer和阳笑我out。。。
不甘心就猛泡anO 的ipod shuffle
被JJ的“会有那么一天”电到了
被fish的“丝路”电到了
所以它们都在playlist里面

然后和爸妈anO和轩去阔别了五年的槟城外婆家
很久没有那样舒服的感觉了
跟家人出游的感觉和自己backpack的感觉差别好大好大
一路都在听jay的“十一月的肖邦”
还有一车人都很喜欢的“童话”
所以 “童话”,“枫”和“黑色毛衣”也在playlist里面。。。

然后就是不停不停的唱K
KL的死党们
不乏K歌之王^^
妖艳仔和慧颖的“天天夜夜”实在是。。。好听到我好感动
广宏的“世界末日”也有够inspiring。。。对我后来爱上“死了都要爱”有一定程度的影响。。。
这些歌
也在playlist里面。。。

工作了
阳在myvi里面留下了两张cd
一张是南拳妈妈的“调色盘”
另一张是jay的“依然范特西”
上下班,上下senawang都在听同样的两张cd
Playlist里面有“离家不远”,“夜的第七章”,“听妈妈的话”(和妈妈一起在myvi里面听的 ~)

住芙蓉的时候离不开my fm (不然晚上要干嘛?对吗?^^)
那时候听的歌就多了
燕姿的歌,学友的歌,SHE的歌,宇中的歌。。。
都在playlist里面

后来
favco人也开始一起唱K了
原来K歌也有那么多种不一样的K法
Playlist里面有好多力宏的歌
还有坦克的歌

最后
飞了
某隐形人让我记起了
某favco DJ播出张震岳的“思念是一种病”(音乐果然可以把人拉在一起呀)
某些事情让我爱上了
某人copy进我电脑阿信的“知足”
某个夜晚让我沉沦在
某年前熊天平笔下简单温暖的“火柴天堂”
某种期待让我沐浴在
某月后SHE和声中海风咸咸的“五月天”

我们下一次见面
一定要去海边。。。

一个人的生活
就依赖着这样的回忆
让我能够在寂寞中微笑
在孤独中找到源源不绝的力量

我的独立
来自对你的精神依赖


************
后记:
很明显就是想家了^^
人想家,是不是都是哭得稀里哗啦的?
我想家,就会开始对着空气笑。。。这样算是想家吗?
是因为长期在外让想家的方式变异了?
这里的人,半个地球外的人,好多好多都问我两年后何去何从。
如果你半年前问过我这个问题
如果你在我走之前问过我这个问题
如果你昨天问过我这个问题
答案都没变
我不知道。。。
我也希望快些知道。。。但是反正变数一箩箩,就直接跳过算了。或许要到决定论文题目的时候才能下决心吧。。。
就像要买机票的前一刻才决定了明年夏天的旅行一样。。。
船到桥头自然直。玮玮的名言。

读书的,加油!
放假的,一二三,深呼吸,好好享受放松的感觉吧
工作的,每天都一样啦~今天多塞一篇长长的文章咯。。。
在外的,asa与你同在!不要找奇怪的寄托,找我比较好,哇哈~

Monday, November 19, 2007

多少年才算老友?

“仿佛听见你们向我灌输你们的篮球偶像,你们的赛车手。。。我就是在讲你们,希望会有以后,会友我们。”。。。我吗?

“阿傻,用功读书?? 好希奇哦,多久没用功读书啦??”。。。我晕~

两个至少5年不闻不见的朋友msn的pm。

第一个讲的不确定是不是我啦,表错情就不好。。。不过应该是咯。。。除了我和她(我们),还有谁看到人就讲篮球讲赛车的?你也和她联络上了吗?^^

以前的我是个很有趣的小鬼呢 ^^

乍看到这样的pm,心里也会暖暖的
有人记得那时候的我
那个整天扮酷耍帅的我
那个自己都已快忘记的我
:)

Sunday, November 18, 2007

+ve again ^^

ooo~ sun!!
ears not freezing any more~ we are going to have positive temperatures for a week from today ^^

melting ice~ click to enlarge :)
melting ice at Bovallstrandsgatan
melting ice at Bovallstrandsgatan

why cant we have weather like this when we need to travel to Mölndal for classes...
i looked like a white ninja for a week....
that is if ninja looks like dumpling....

apia's scarf very warm ^^
de hooded jumper from UT (nej, not ultrasonic test...) also very warm ^^
yet to wear the thermal underlayers
yet to wear my ultimate kit (de heavy and water proof jacket and pants that weight 10tonne....)
i'll save them for the aurora borealis ^^

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

snow

right, it snows...
pictures are taken with k510i my sony ericsson handphone :P
but i still like de first one~
click on de pix to enlarge :)

morning, on my way to de bus stop, just outside my place at splintvedsgatan.
snow at splintvedsgatan

need to take a bus from central, it started to snow harder then... and many buses were late, including mine...
snow at centralstationen

and the ice poles i shouldve posted in de last post. beg your pardon, k510i dun have any flash...
ice poles

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

dun feel like studying tonight, so blog

ah, june, i missed your comment on the environmental conscience post! u and LL memang always bei4 dian3 ming2 de, woeiwoei also...
yeah, continue believing, and continue contributing!!
used to write specificly to ppl on de blog like this but nowadays less so :P
anyway, wish NZ have good weather this week since... ahem... you are working outdoor, and... ahem... someone's (or somethree's) birthday is (are) coming ^^ oh, then have to include Brissy for good weather.

good, now we can link into the weather topic~ no snow in gothenburg yet but ice columns are getting common... they hangs everywhere they like, dripping when temperature goes slightly above Tm (melting point my friends, i'm an engineer...), then growing again when T < Tm... (get use to it...) took a picture of them while making a desperate attempt to get some walk, getting off the bus one stop earlier. but it proved to be too much... maybe i shouldnt take anymore walk if the temperature stays around 0... no lepak >.< perhaps museums are still open... should check it out next week :)

why next week? long days again this week, since ceramics classes are on schedule. and that means travelling in negative temperatures... nej...
and de travelling is really tiresome... hope those party folks wont suggest another crazy friday... no... maybe they will... de friday discussion is fixed at late hours again... have you ever make a discussion appointment at 6pm? the reason behind that is so that the meeting will end up in a pub... i'm learning... for those who are frowning already, dun worry... first of all, i only go to socialize with others (dun you think all foreigners are interesting subjects? ^^). second thing is, i dun drink a lot. and the last, even if i drink a lot, i dun really have enough money to buy so much alcohol...

fun things happen in pubs, but they might not fit into this post since it's getting long again :)

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Xuan di di

congratulations! well done ^^
keep it up and continue to be a good boy :)

Thursday, November 08, 2007

distant memories and the elating news

many might know parts of this story, but here's a short version of mine. i'll write til tomorrow morning if the full version is to be told. and there are too many dark secrets ^^

the lead character in this story is a girl who help shaped almost half of who i am today. we met each other at the tender age of 13, and fused together almost immediately. the reason behind my love of basketball, MU and football, and many other sports; i wouldnt even be known as "asa"...

it's not a secret how many school rules we broke together and for each other. originally binded by traditional chinese teachings and obligations, she freed me to a level that i couldnt really control myself. thus the sudden transition from an obedient kid to a rebelious teen.

obviously my family sensed something, although they were very much concealed from most of the outrageous things that we've done :P so we fought. and i made it clear that no one should say any bad thing about her infront of me. becoz she would have done nothing less for me.

but they were right. things got really messy for her when we got a bit older. it was not just about mickey mouse school rules anymore...

then there came a day when i wasnt able to help her anymore, and another day when we totally lost contact. that was about 3 or 4 years ago. unanswered calls, unreplied sms, emails, msgs... i wasnt even sure if they've ever reached her...

last week, i sent another one, which was also prepared to be unanswered. but as you've guessed, i've got a reply this time :) we exchanged a few more messages. she wrote honestly. my heart swells reading every single word. she was able to talk about it in a playful (no, her core didnt change at all ^^) yet sincere tone. she must be mighty proud of herself being able to get out of de mess with her own effort :) how many struggles and determinations were put behind? i could never know. but now the storm is over. and the only thing in her mind seems to be going back to study again :)

a happy ending?
or is it just another new beginning?
did she save this reply until i can read it when everything is fine again?
i am a terrible friend....

we probably wont be as close as before ever again...
but i'm mighty contented.
and thankful...

and also thanks for those who've gave her your blessings... even if you dont remember ^^

rice finally

rice
for the first time in these many weeks in sweden,
i felt like eating rice...
so i went to buy a kilo of rice. (happy mom? ^^)
then with rice, i'll need dishes...
eggplant is on special, chicken breast is on special! happy~
curry it is!

and there's no way i could finish a curry pot alone,
so i decided to invite de malaysian who now lives opposite for dinner.
but aik yean's got porridge cooking in de pot and invited me over before i did...
dont we call this shou3 wang4 xiang1 zhu4? ha~
anyway, de final decision is, maybe nxt time...

curry pot
curry that is not spicy ^^
this will at least last 3 or 4 days...

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

de 2nd term - overview

right, in a wk's time i've forgot everything about metals and switch from a metallurgist to a pottery master. Ceramics. that's the theme of this term. the other one is a cambridge engineering selector course (which makes CESC in short... geez... does it remind anyone else of a guy called fabregas?) we've worked with CES in melbourne uni, but the course is promising to be in greater depth :)

de ceramics course is not given in chalmers. which means we had to travel one hr on bus to lectures (from chalmers, from my house it's 1.5hrs...). and which also means they make the lectures packed in certain days... and which then means we had three consecutive 7am - 6pm days last week... it's so tiring i din want to do anything after i got home but still have to go through the ever piling lecture materials :P and guess the price for single trip bus tickets... 40kr (~RM20) >.< but the bus drivers always just wave me off, haha... maybe as anO says, i have refugee face...
ivf name tag
the name tag we need to wear while visiting ivf for de ceramics course

planning to apply for swedish course. heard that the queueing time is more than 3 months. so if i'm lucky i'll be able to start in february. at the mean time, well, read more and listen more...

again something funny, instead of trying to make me eat more, my landlady and her daughter are now constantly trying to make me work less... "why are you always working working working?"... "you should go out more!"... "dont work so much it's not good for your health."... "12 o'clock, still working. 1 o'clock, 1.30, still working..." nearly gave her another heart attack when i told her i usually work til 3 or 4 when i'm serious, haha... well, i still have no intention to change that this term. work hard, play hard! i do play! and i play when i work, i work when i play ^^

oh yeah, one unexpected good news this morning. the only malaysian that i've met so far so happens to move into de student residence opposite my place! ^^ we met again for the 2nd time this morning and got all excited, haha~

another unexpected good news that made me explode with joy. but it's not related to the 2nd term and this post is getting very long already ^^ see if we have space for it next time~

ah, just one more thing~ it's snowing in the north of sweden already. and snow forecast for göteborg on de coming saturday ^^

for fellow kimi fans who still have problems 1 year after the move

Callum Bailey (South Africa)
This is tough. I have always loved to hate Ferrari, because I am a Raikkonen fan, before that Hakkinen, Prost, Senna etc. Now my main man is driving for the enemy, and I find myself chearing when a red car wins. Am I wrong to hope Massa crashes to even the score? Well, at the moment, I just want him to take points off McLaren, who will hopefully fall over each other next time out, and then Massa can crash.

Inderpreet Singh (India)
i was always a great mclaren fan with hakkinen and then kimi..
but now since hes joined ferrari and with alonso (really hate that man) into mclaren i give all my support to the scarlets.. and i really have no fear of massa.. hes just no match for kimi ;)

Helen Jackson (Manchester)
I have despised Ferrari for years but have followed Kimi since his Sauber days.........its definatly a tough one.......however if Massa were to win I wouldn't give a toss, its just all about Kimster !!! :-)

Kastrinakis Anestis (no network)
Exactly!! It was the worst scenario! But at least now we have an excuse and someone to blame with no demur for bad races and above all, bad luck! :P
Hopefully I was always a driver's supporter...
(he means we can blame ferrari for kimi not winning? wakaka...)

Dave Toynton (no network)
I strictly support Kimi as opposed to Ferrari, though i supported Mclaren too when he was there. The original poster is spot on- i hate Massa just so i can say i don't support Ferrari! If Kimi doesn't win, then it's Hamilton (was Mclaren but i now despise Alonso) over Massa every time.

Kate Day (London)
This is exactly what I have tried to explain to my friends and family after years of trying to work some voodoo magic on Ferrari and Schumacher ! I have hated Ferrari with a passion for as long as I can remember but had to swallow my pride when Kimi joined them. It was especially hard when I bought the T-Shirt with the huge Ferrari logo and a small Finnish flag the only thing to identify me as a Kimi fan !
But, it looks like we've all made the right decision in supporting his move to Ferrari when you've got all the skullduggery going on at Mclaren. I mean, would you honestly want to support a team where you have a little weasel like Alonso !

Louise Heatley (University of Manchester)
Good to see I'm not the only one who had problems with the idea of supporting a Ferrari driver. Pretty much the whole time I've followed F1, I've disliked Ferrari. It feels quite strange to be hoping one of their cars wins. I still don't like them; I just like Kimi more than I dislike Ferrari.

Abdulrahman Almokla (no network)
I'm a Kimi/McLaren fan and a Ferrari hater...
Now I started to hate McLaren for what happened this year, but I never loved Ferrari, I would be happy if Massa scores good lap times in the practice, because that means that they have a nice car for the weekend, but I wouldn't give a rat's ass if he won or if Ferrari got the WCC
so I'm much in line with the Original Poster

and the ultimate last....

Euan Charles (Australia)
F1 is a driver's sport, yes there is a team, but thats got fuck all to do with it, rich teams make better cars.... its that simple, anyone who claims to be a formula 1 fan should understand that loyalties should lie with drivers, not teams, its not fucking football!!!

asa (Malaysia)
team sport or not, having cheered for senna in a mclaren-honda on dad's lap almost two decades ago, then mika and kimi for the past decade, all year long it had been kimi for WDC and macca for WCC... kimi can win every race with lewis coming 2nd. lolonso can be 4th or 5th so that de sauber, i mean BMW guys dont over take and become WCC, that would be lame... as per de first post, massa could crash everytime he's on track.
but kimi couldnt have won the world championship without massa or de prancing poney, i mean horse... so next season massa has no need to crash. he can fight for 4th or 5th with alfonso.


disclaimer: i dun agree with everything above, just re-posting others' opinions. and sorry kids... for bad language.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

november rain

november rain is a song i put as background music for my page in our high school graduating class CD. and it has to be one of my all time favourites.

november in malaysia is just like any other month in the year (yes? no? maybe?). november in melbourne is like lovely may in northen hemisphere. november in gothenburg is defined by never ending rain.

in fact, the rain started since late october... when the sun just refuse to come out anymore. but slottskogen was beautiful even in such a gloomy day... and i was happy just to let the cold wind take me anywhere...

then the weather somehow got worse... and got really awful on monday... inspite of it, IFK göteborg's game was on schedule since weeks ago. shrugging off every inch of unwillingness, i went. in miserable 4 degrees rain, the stadium was packed by 41470 anxious others. without knowing the stake and context of the game, i was lucky to be part of it... the outcome of the match is the cumulative joy of 40000 ppl... it's like a light that burns so brightly all the cold and darkness just went away... hope this will also brightens up your day =)

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

the withering plant

the withering plant
my landlady's other daughter kristina came and saw this withering plant that i've been having since not long after moving into this room.

"it's so ugly now. why dont you throw it away?"... and i only smiled in return.

becoz the answer was clear.
it will bloom again someday.
and when the time comes, how do we know if it's not blooming more beautifully than ever?
keep faith.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

carbonara

june, i did make carbonara to counter your aunt's macaroni and cheese ^^
i hope i had fettuccine instead... but since i bought 1kg of spirals... i hav to finish them somehow :P

white sauce is my grandma's favourtie (she's so 'in'...) and she doesnt like tagliatelle (the thick version of fettuccine, i dun like it either :P)... why do i have a grandma who knows wot she likes about pasta?? and she cooks pasta chinese style... with dried beancurd, kangkung... but wotever receipe she puts in, it tastes delicious ^^
so this is for her~
carbonara for popo

here are some pictures from yesterday's lepak...
i was lost again while heading to de observatory :P
slottskogen is de biggest park in gothenburg city centre.
it was soooooooooo beautiful~~~~
hope i can be your eyes and ears~ Flickr
red-leafed tree
it surprise me how little ppl were there, i maybe met 3 ppl along de way...
old observatory tower
i din follow the map, so ended up with a lot of unexpected scenes :)
scenery along de climb to observatory
they say carl linnaeus is the most famous swede of all time...
well, i knew him when i needed to do biology but i din remember him...
i remember zlatan, ljungberg, larsson, wil...son(they call him "chippen" here)...
ok... how about nobel? i do remember nobel...
anyway, they name this station Linneplatsen.
Linneplatsen