beethovens sju

finished unfinished businesses check:
☑ 1. maritime museum
☐ 2. gothenburg city museum
☐ 3. star gazing at the observatory
☑ 4. gothenburg symphony orchestra performance
☐ 5. ice-hockey match
☐ 6. valborg
☐ 7. midsummer festival
☑ 8. allswedish women's league match
☑ 9. paddan boat trip
☐ 10..... to be explored and filled in

if u feel that the check boxes are familliar... yeah, they are stolen from Zn XD

escaped from my exam hall 2hrs after the 4hrs exam begun. coz i need to print my reservations and maps and find out how to get to oslo airport and from london heathrow airport to king's cross. and ofcoz, de concert starts at 6pm!! no... bcoz i already wrote wot i can write in 2hrs... way much better than yesterday's toturing 5hrs exam >.< come out already bcome zombie and still hav to study for today's paper til dawn ="=

but that's done with now ^^

de 2nd and last movement was wonderful T.T gan dong T.T beethoven's 7th that is... and de violin concerto was brilliant too. i think it was mozart's 5th? got something like that onot? de conductor himself was de soloist ^^ after the 7th, de lady sitting behind me shouted "bravo!" so loud XD

yean and i reckon >95% of the audience are >65 de lo XD
so many white heads~~~ see for yourself~ taken with k510i again lo...

de hall is called stora salen, this i can translate, the grand hall, hehe... tmr i'm going to stor britanen, this i can also translate, the great brittain, haha...

see u in a while!
har det gött ni alla~

所谓的那快乐

所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人 吹着风 唱着歌 睡着了

稻香的歌词:)

奇怪，草地的记忆总是充满了所谓的那快乐。。。
那时候，吹着风，漫天刘德华看着我们睡着的草地
那片笑声被5面网围起的人造草地
kepong那片偷偷逃出宿舍，雨中看BOQIS踢班级挑战赛，立榜不用计算机都可以算出arcsin球飞过来的角度，展庆的妈妈还烘pizza来给大家吃，看别人赢球支持者竟然有汽水喝的草地
还有坐上秋千后，脚还不够长，碰不到的那片绿茵。。。

^_^

msn pms...

ha, no vowels at all in the title.

anyway, i like this one from Dr. Ong ^^
"人，不会随着岁月的成长变得更好或更坏，而是变得更像自己..."
i guess at this age, most of us are ready to break out of manipulation, hehe... why care how others' definition of perfect persons are? since non of them are the same anyway... a quarter of a century of other ppl telling us wot is good and wot is not, we should have harvested enough good grains no? after filtering and screening all that we take in, isnt it de best thing to define yourself as you intend? :) ofcoz this is a never ending process, we still keep learning and keep trying to improve everyday. but being true to oneself is the best one can be, no? ^^

and this one from june XD
"Love [my interesting life] with the passion of a child"
in de brackets, it had been [homosexuality], [that guy who letak jawatan bcoz of de stupid ISA spree in m'sia], and a lot more. tho sounding more and more sarcastic lately. coz from her blog, i dun think she means it when she slot in [my intersting life] there XD

then woei's always interesting and well thought off also
in her case, even the display pictures usually carry some hidden messages XD always a joy~
"连叹气都觉得幸福"
one of my fav :)

and the yaoyan one from yaoyan~
"☐ Home ☑ Work ☐ Gym ☐ Dinner ☐ In Love with Sam Sparro"
haha.... a zyan tracking device~ this bloke always stays in office til 3am de... so scary... de worst workaholic i personally know ="=

and this one from my uncle steve ^^
"Life doesn't require that we be the best, only that we try our best. Strive for excellence, not perfection."
i like it really much also ^^ but my problem is, if i dun strive for perfection, i will not try my best. just like this quarter XP

and LL made me put this up the other day...
"you are sky you are ground you are cerita dongeng yang cantik"
there were actually quite a few replies that say something like "cerita dongeng =_= 笑呱我..."
XD

a cut and paste from soccernet

"Villa, fresh from scoring a last-gasp midweek winner for Spain in Belgium, tried his luck with a ferocious shot from distance.

The ball ricocheted off a defender and into the face of Fernando Morientes, rolling kindly back into Villa's path and he effortlessly slotted home from 12 yards.

Morientes was left grounded while the rest of his colleagues celebrated but there was no harm done and he was able to continue moments after play had restarted."

villa is on fire again ^^ dv7 dv7 dv7~~~~
oh yah, poor morientes XD

little bugger

for those who misses him ^^

大家都回家好吗？。。。好吗？。。。讨厌那种一大堆人去名餐厅然后还要点名的formal gathering啊。。。我们一起去海边晒月亮。。。好吗？好吗？。。。大家都要去。。。就好像那时候。。。极光出现的时候。。。

我疯了XD 唉，竟然有点明白鲁迅写《疯人日记》的概念了。

摩羯座

jay is back!!!!!
as in his refreshing creativity, is back!!!
他好像迷路一段日子后又回来的样子咧XD
感动啊~雨之十一月有精神寄托了T.T
jay每次发专辑都差不多是这个时候，或许真的就是要帮人渡过十一月的呢~^^

due to popular demand, the whole album is there --->> ！
wakaka...
听后第一感：
第一首女儿红，喜欢~~虽然有点吐血XP 可是不明白为什么叫女儿红咧。。。酒精吗？我也要啊XD
第二首稻香~~~~~~~小时候的梦我知道~不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑~ 回家吧 回到最初的美好 回家吧 回家吧 回家吧 ^^ 太舒服了这首歌！
第三首红楼梦中，不行啊~什么死唱腔XD又进入“我管你们怎样想，我就爱这样唱”的境界，哈~
跳一下~
第八首失落非主流，anO喜欢的类型的歌呐~只有快乐天使才会喜欢的类型。。。不过很好听，嘿嘿~
再跳~
最后一首~小丑。。。我的天~太够力了~~~~和阳不约而同直接就被电~~~太。。。太传神了吧？多少人写小丑的悲哀，但写成这样的还真的不多啊。。。而且词和曲还是有联系的，同一句竟然表达完全不同的感受啊>.< 讽刺、不屑、酸溜溜、不协调、寂寞、愤世。。。

请慢用 ^^

first hit 0

no wonder i was frozen again XP yean said it was 0 deg this morning...
realised that somehow one of my gloves decided to 离家出走 when it, along with its twin, were not needed in de summer... now i've gotta get a new pair so that my left hand wont freeze on one of the stands of, hm... wot's westham's stadium called again?

anyway, show off time XD


it arrived this morning, an actual epl ticket!!! huhuhu...

remember i wrote something along "y am i not in old trafford or anfield" in a post about de swedish women's league less than a month ago. and now i'm really going to old trafford and anfield when i din even ask for it to happen XD
this is crazy~~~~~~~~

probably will meet up with daniel in london~ yup, that daniel ^^ sooooo long time no see, must giv him a hug plus three punches, haha~

and ofcoz~ happy bday to my bro-in-law, mr. kimi räikkönen (kimi bday present for anO: ä pronounced as 'a' in 'care'; ö as 厄 la, hehe... according to the rules, de 2nd k shall be pronounced as "sch" as in german, but i think this one is an exception, so k is k, so confusing, wahaha... so 雷科能 is actually a really close translation ^^)

lite på svenska

jag tror jag vill skriva posten här på svenska, hehe...
june, man får inte frågar mårten om vad skriver jag här, okej? han vill skratta ingen sluta XD
du behöver inte förstå vad skriver jag.
men jag tänker att det finns jätter bra, för jag kan skriva lite på svenska efter läser det för bara två månad.
och jag praktiserar inte på hemma XD huhuhu...

jag kan mår att i år är inte samma med föra året.
jag vet inte precis varför själv.
där är någon saker som är olik....
ah, det är inte viktig.

vi vill har en prova på svenska snart.
varför alla skrivningar kom tillsammans???
haiz, jag ska åker till storbritainen veckan efter skrivningen på chalmers. så jag vill tar inte min exam på svenska till efter dess XD
lycka till för jag
lycka till för ni alla också!

presentation i morgon!

exjobb exjobb

hehehehehehe....hehehehehehe....
hehehehehehe....
hehehehehehe....hehehehehehe....hehehehehehe....
u dunno wot i'm laughing for....
hehehehehehe....
coz u dun understand swedish and cant tell from the post title...
hehehehehehe....hehehehehehe....
hehehehehehe....
we've got de job from ericsson....
hehehehehehe....hehehehehehe....hehehehehehe....
hehehehehehe....hehehehehehe....
hehehehehehe....
hehehehehehe....
XD

we'll start on 5th Jan :)
but we're stupid enough to forget to ask about the pay...
and now tht we hav a more in depth view of the project, it is soooooooo difficult ="=
anyway, we'll see wot we can do :)

exjobb (thesis work) - check
trip planning - check
(unhumanly) numerous # of reports - check
presentation slides - check

so now it's just 2 more assignments and exams left! sounds leasure enough huh? XP i cant do the assignments until friday coz i've pontenged both SPM classes, so i know nothing about it except i can see carbon atoms... emailed the lecturer, face skin thick until..... imagine i wrote "i've pontenged ur classes, so gimme ur notes! XD", and he is kind enough to promise to pass me the lecture notes on friday ^^

look at our weather forecast...

Wednesday
12° C | 7° C
Rain
80% chance of precipitation

Thursday
11° C | 4° C
Chance of Rain
40% chance of precipitation

Friday
10° C | 5° C
Chance of Rain
20% chance of precipitation

Saturday
11° C | 6° C
Chance of Rain
50% chance of precipitation

Sunday
Chance of Rain
11° C | 6° C
20% chance of precipitation

this place is hopeless..... ="=
fortunately i'm done with lepaking for a while ^^
lately things have been so fortissimo. gimme back my pianissimo life, i nak study la... although imaging oso almost finish liao ^^ oni left de 2 SPM chapters ^^

oh yea!

something interesting that i forgot to report, i saw CARBON ATOMS!!!! on a thin film of graphite ^^
from the imaging course ofcoz~
scanning tunneling microscopy ^^ i just put the name down for fun, nv heard of it before taking this course XD
our group was the only one that managed~~~

wait wait!
waaakZzzz!!! this is so wicked!! LL aren't we going to woodstock?! aren't we going to woodstock?! aiyo... dun talk about woodstock, how come i'm not going to UK in de summer ="= but summer tak de football, hehehe... this one is in man city's stadium, they say there's more than 70k singing along XD anwar should go and start a rock band~

"Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out!!!" :D

oh~ another closure

u liked de story of my group dynamic, and here's a little more ^^

emil's just managed to upset julius again XD
de others werent there, christopher wont do anything, so i became de ZOPFAN (Zone of Peace, Freedom and Neutrality... from sejarah...) for communication ="= tht's y i dun like to work in an all-guys group la...

juli and i get along pretty well, since he's a german XD (somehow, all germans i've met so far happens to be great ppl ^^) in this case, it's probably bcoz we function de same way. happy happy ponteng lecture, happy happy hav funny sleeping time, but always early for group meetings and most importantly having de same level of commitment for this project. in our mind set, group work doesnt equal to work, it equals to work plus social ^^ it just makes things less serious, hence more fun, hence more passion, hence teamwork towards one common goal :)

his sarcastism bar max.es everytime he gets upset XP this time tho, he openly hentam emil (scary man...) and later when emil asked if i can stay and help him finalise his part (coz i brought this "elnino" i'm writing this post with), juli decided to whisper REALLY loudly into my ear "you can just leave if you want" and made sure emil hear him XD

but me being me, i stayed la ofcoz (with TEM lecture notes waiting, argh....), i still hav problem saying "no". at least emil finally made up his mind that i'm not evil XD he even managed a really cold joke about french keyboards when there were only us left finalising his part ^^ imagine kimi joking to mark arnell............ *sweats 3 days 3 nights*

haiz, wotever la, this is going to be our last meeting already, if there's no more significant changes to the report. another typical "a month of friendship" example ^^ at least better than the backpacking "3 days of friendship"s la XD tho juli was air typing as we said goodbye~ contact by email eh? LOL... maybe he can be de 2nd elin, de icelandic girl from last sem in the "iPod Green" project, who country has just bankrupt, and who still stays in touch ^^

ok. where are my TEM notes?

finished off

"That minute difference today however, will lead to a future a million times more brilliant than the one you saw in the Nightmare Sanctuary."

wa suka :D

huhu, no need to go out de days are so efficient ^^ overnight working on report til 8 something am, sambil listen to F1 qualy commentary somemore ^^ slept for 5hrs, wake up and FINISHED OFF de project, studied two chapters of modern manufacturing processes, FINISHED planning and booking for the UK trip, and then FINISHED OFF modern manufacturing processes! can go exam liao la ^^

efficient until i forgot to watch spain's qualy match ="= xavi assisted twice! villa scored again ^^ from a penalty won by torres ^^

invited yean here for dinner last night so that i'd hav enough motivation to cook XD maybe good food makes ppl efficient oso... she brought me a bottle of sweet chilli and ferrero roche! T.T i'm so easily gan dong... ya, i invented new receipes again, wakaka...

this picture is actually de leftovers that became my dinner tonite ^^ sorry ah, took with my handphone again coz camera is with karin. she gave me apples from her garden and apple jam made out of them for rental, how interesting... ^^

music music

huhuhu~
just edited my playlist and heard this song~
dedicate jay chou's - "maple" to anO~ i know u like it~~~ ^^
de season here very ngam this song le~ although down under in AUS is opposite la~ but since kimi is in fuji, u just imagine ur autumn la~
in case u bak chi enough, de song is there --->>

枫
周杰伦
十一月的萧邦

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉积已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
走在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

talking about chopin oh (coz this song is from de album "november's chopin"), and if you watched 不能说的秘密 oh (which i didnt), jay reckons de best pieces written by his favourite composer were written in the 10 years when he was in love.

nodame's writer reckon it's de same with debussy... and i reckon it's de same with mozart with his pink touches ^^ many ppl keep accusing mozart's wife of ruining the life of this genius. she didnt even bother to bury him properly when he died and thus his corpes is lost forever XD but i'm really not sure if he could have written all these wonderful pinkies if she didnt exist lo ^^

mozart ah mozart~ here is something nice from baidu.com... 他的音乐风格具有诚挚、细腻、通俗、优雅、轻灵、流丽的特征，大都充满了乐观主义的情绪，反映了上升时期的德奥资产阶级向上的精神状态，在维也纳后期的创作中，也出现了悲剧性、戏剧性的风格，对社会矛盾的反映更趋深刻。他在享受“自由”乐趣的同时，也对“自由”的艰辛有了更实际的体验。莫扎特在音乐里开始体现他的悲伤、愤懑、甚至抗议，同时仍然对美好的未来抱着天真、诚挚的向往，一打开美丽的外壳，就迸射出如火的激情。

so i added de pinky mozart oboe concerto too XD

oh yeah, bought de tickets for de concert on 24th Oct. beethoven's 7th!!! student price is 20% of de full price XD then escaping on 25th til an indefinite date XD de trip is named "da great UK soccer tour" by my travelmate, haha...

an update for jun-chan

well, just read ur blog. if de high update frequency of last wk was for mom-in-hari-raya-holiday, this one can be for u XD

i can start by delivering one piece of good news ^^ lisa and i do get a second interview! XD pray pray pray~~~ really hope that we can get the job! 1pm swedish time nxt wednesday at Ericsson's headquarter (i nv imagined ="=) in Lindholmen, de other side of the Gothenburg Canal. now that both spindle and yarn are in our hands, we shall make the most out of it :)

2 more lectures on friday and there's just presentations, reports and exams left in this term :D busy busy busy~

och jag kan prata lite svenska nu också.
and i can speak little swedish now also.

decide urself if they sound alike ^^

and here comes another piece of news that might interest an escapist :P
LONDON it will be!! shit! XD
at least it's london at the moment.
wot is london?
de place i'll be in 3wks' time XD

why london? i dunno... my friend is flying over to europe from s'pore and she said she can only get free tickets to copenhagen and back from london. i duan to go to copenhagen for the 4th time this yr, so i'd leave her there to cry alone until we meet at london XD

anyway, de only thing that makes london worth visiting in my definition, is ofcoz... you can make de drumroll... yala... ofcoz is football la... not exciting oso XP liverpool is visiting on both weekends, 26th vs. CHELSEA (top of de ladder clash?!!!), 1st Nov vs. totenham... why liverpool? aiyo... ofcoz it's bcoz of ELNINO!... and then arsenal is playing westham on 26th and a midweek home game at de emirates... yala, jus bcoz of CESC!... which game shall we go?! anyway, they are all flooding into london at the right time some how... an omen that we should really go? XD

no kidding, we are both die hard ELNINO and CESC fans XD she was wearing a pair of blue shorts and a red top and suggested that we should meet at a shop called "spain 2 u" when i visited her in s'pore this summer. die hard enough? XD if that didnt make any sense, allow me to clarify that red and blue are the jersey and shorts colour of the spanish national team XP oh, and ofcoz both elnino and cesc are spaniards~ so, if we hav to go to liverpool to see elnino, go to liverpool we will! bus ticket oni 5pounds ma, wakaka...

nothing is booked yet. tickets to de games are blood suckingly expensive! will hav more update on this soon. hopefully :D wonder how ppl manage to find job, plunge into studies, plan a trip and continue to lepak at the same time? cast ur eyes on me XD

geez... hope i wont screw any of it up...XP

negative refractive index

i'm sure some of you might still remember Snell's Law from high school optics?
n1 sin(theta1) = n2 sin(theta2)
yes? no? maybe?


then when you have n in negative value oh, the classical bending straw example morph into this...


cool? ^^
my research topic for the imaging course ^^ lisa and i had to snatch it from others XD these materials are discovered in yr 2000. they are not naturally occuring. man made, or better to describe, engineered materials ^^

fuiyo~ windchill 2 degrees~ no wonder i felt almost frozen...

some pics again~
de 7.5km forest-like track from Angered to Lärjeåns Dalgång



graveyard in autumn. pls dun ask y i keep going to graveyards...


my first ever womens football game :D thx to de free tickets from qinling again!
kopparbergs/göteborg FC vs. Hammarby

yean and the tiny red figure of de goalkeeper XD

naturally, i support kopparbergs since they are a göteborg team. was making these two my new idol since the 5th minute XD #9 och #10!!

miss #10 has a really funny name... Linnéa Liljegärd, de commentator had to repeat it 6 times coz she scored a hat-trick XD yean kept going "oh!! it's ur number 10 again!" XD 我的眼光好到让人不敢相信 *blush* de 1st goal was a header crossed in from the right flank. 2nd goal was an absolute stunner~~~ Linnea got the ball just outside de box, turned after the first touch and shot in a half volley XD de 3rd was a result of a fluid team move, sweet!

then, warming up on the touchline, i found a lanina... de female version of elnino torres XD tell me if u agree that they look alike ^^

de child who was making a lot of noise

there is Linnea after the match. i could absolutely go and giv her a pat on back! or maybe get an autograph... argh... why am i not in old trafford or anfield? XD

bla

good~ now i've written a lot of crap in de pass few days. we can let that continue~

ah, word by word should be "everything will be just as wonderful"... so much energy and believe~~ ^^

time flies when one is having a holiday, then it flies twice as fast when one is not... there goes another week, the 5th in the term. there goes another month, the 9th in de year. which means 3 more weeks to the end of my penultimate coursework term... counting days has really become a habit since last yr XD

they've really got some nice flowers at the florist :) got yean a plant with white flowers which i know de name not... coz it reminds me of that oboe no kuroki-kun:
出去散步偶然在花店里看到的
你知道吗 铃兰的花语 纯洁而清澈的爱
laugh die me XD which century is he from? 古早人一族~ ^^ can qualify to be an ice-ager already~

ak, ah boon says vineger's still ok, but she hates ginger XD

it will be just as wonderful again

ish... busy nian... 7am-8.30pm days are becoming a norm... that's y i din call, dun marah XD mind de time difference :)

but somehow Fredag (Friday) this week is empty on my kvartalsplan (quarterly plan, appointment calendar la...). better use tomorrow to catch up on studies >.< then "results are not important" keeps ringing at my ears... ah!... "ah" is kinda swedish, it means 'wotever, i dun care~'. i dun care if results are important and i'm gonna study anyway...

hm... should also go and pickup my visa, get some flowers for yean, withraw some money for the rental and finalize de tickets for the concert. and de final touch for de tube hydroforming report... shit, and de -ve refractive index report, havnt start this one... it can go to sunday...

why am i planning wot shall be done tmr as i write this post? that's de problem of having few free days... they become busy anyway... as one starts to fill them up with erands one doesnt get to do on occupied days... nooooo... just remember there's a letter from helsinki to reply also... this has nothing to do with my '8euro spent in helsinki' mystery tho XD

going to visit yean at her new place on saturday. it'll also be kanelbullens day on saturday. so i guess i shall go get some kanelbullars (swedish cinnamon bread) for us too... and bring them along with de flowers and de student diary i curi-ed for her XD sweden is still full of free gifts XD

anyway, there's an 8am lecture tmr still. i better put myself in bed soon.

btw, mid autumn is beautiful no matter in sun or rain; busy or not ^^

and none of the above's got anything to do with de title of de post XP

thesis thesis

ah boon's child brings luck ^^ she's just so sweet!
陳芷譞

So I really went to interviews with lisa. The first one was with General Motors or GM, nothing much to talk about, except “sorry lisa…” coz I absolutely blew it. It’s a problem going to interviews after insomnia and nightmare streaks =”= and de afternoon coffee wore out…

But then came the 2nd one, it was with Ericsson. The guy specifically asked for ppl with materials technology background during his presentation. Lisa and I raised our hands and he was happy. Then in the interview, he remembered us, which is always a good sign no? ^^

We didn’t understand why is Ericsson looking for materials ppl… but when they started to let us have a picture of the possible task, I found myself looking at a perfect thesis topic O_O
right after coming out from the interview room, lisa turned to me and said “materials selection! Isn’t that wot you wanted most?!! We are so lucky!” yes… materials selection for product development… that is indeed perfectly perfect! And she likes any project as long as it’s not related to polymers XD she also wanted a thesis in gothenburg so that we wouldn’t need to move to somewhere else.

it’s not everyday your favourite job just jumps out infront of you… but ofcoz we havnt got de job yet XD there are our coursemates who are competing, and they said de topic is not even finalized yet XD

Pray pray pray… if i dun get this job you ppl must buy me ice-creams... double chocoloate ones... hopefully they will ring us tomorrow or Friday and we can have a more serious 2nd meeting talking about this project ;P but first… some sleep.

existance

i somehow exist in gothenburg... if you get wot i mean...

new friends, doesnt count much... my current situation makes me meet new ppl every other day ="= we can talk and laugh and have fun and then, borrow zyan's lyric: 才刚过一分钟，这些人来又走, til proven XD
there are already a few proven ones in this term tho! :) but it might as well be 才刚过一年，这些人来又走. so does it matter? yes ofcoz it does, they exist now! therefore i exist too ^^

lisa came to tell me that she wish to work with me for the master's thesis while i desparately need a partner... qinling always manage to find another free ticket somewhere... aikyean just brightened up when i said i might stay in sweden for another year or two if i get a decent enough job... anders called to make sure i wouldnt miss a lab... de beautiful egyptian lady maha always have that date cake ready for me when she awaits me to join her on the tram back home... and then there is a certain 85 yr old lady upstairs who, at times, treats me like her own granddaughter...

aikyean was just saying, suddenly, there's absolutely no one to go to again... it is a life of doing everything yourself. i guess many of you reading this have had that experience somewhere, sometime, in your different ways. it really ain't easy ^^ maybe that's why travelling ppl generally cherish friendships so much... and knows wot a floating log in the middle of de roaring sea means... i'm contented just to have my existance confirmed. de rest... we can handle ourselves :)

right, aik yean is back in town XD maybe should hav put this in de 1st paragraph, oh well...
met her while working on some study materials in de student union. she looked as if she would hav cried on de spot XD cursing about having to be back here again, and hoped that she's never gone home this summer (so that she wouldn't have to go thru the leaving part again). her self-acknowledged depression since coming back is bringing the depressing rain along too XD weather forecast says it's gonna rain at least til saturday~ how cool~~