existance

i somehow exist in gothenburg... if you get wot i mean...

new friends, doesnt count much... my current situation makes me meet new ppl every other day ="= we can talk and laugh and have fun and then, borrow zyan's lyric: 才刚过一分钟，这些人来又走, til proven XD
there are already a few proven ones in this term tho! :) but it might as well be 才刚过一年，这些人来又走. so does it matter? yes ofcoz it does, they exist now! therefore i exist too ^^

lisa came to tell me that she wish to work with me for the master's thesis while i desparately need a partner... qinling always manage to find another free ticket somewhere... aikyean just brightened up when i said i might stay in sweden for another year or two if i get a decent enough job... anders called to make sure i wouldnt miss a lab... de beautiful egyptian lady maha always have that date cake ready for me when she awaits me to join her on the tram back home... and then there is a certain 85 yr old lady upstairs who, at times, treats me like her own granddaughter...

aikyean was just saying, suddenly, there's absolutely no one to go to again... it is a life of doing everything yourself. i guess many of you reading this have had that experience somewhere, sometime, in your different ways. it really ain't easy ^^ maybe that's why travelling ppl generally cherish friendships so much... and knows wot a floating log in the middle of de roaring sea means... i'm contented just to have my existance confirmed. de rest... we can handle ourselves :)

right, aik yean is back in town XD maybe should hav put this in de 1st paragraph, oh well...
met her while working on some study materials in de student union. she looked as if she would hav cried on de spot XD cursing about having to be back here again, and hoped that she's never gone home this summer (so that she wouldn't have to go thru the leaving part again). her self-acknowledged depression since coming back is bringing the depressing rain along too XD weather forecast says it's gonna rain at least til saturday~ how cool~~